Not sleeping because of fear of having night terrors is the most annoying and frustrating lose-lose situation ever.

Do you ever meet someone who is attractive and intriguing, and then they open their mouth and it just ruins it?

Hate when that happens.

Is it bad that I've been eating pancakes for breakfast, lunch, and dinner everyday for the past like, month?
I'm surprised I'm not fat.
Thanks for the genes dad.

I am interested in finding someone to play videogames with, eat chipotle, and cuddle on the couch while watching cheesy movies like The Rescuers Down Under.
Nothing serious.



& Watching HGTV all day is making me want to build kitchens and flip houses.

I spent almost every day of winter break playing The Sims 2 for PC, simply because I had nothing else to do during the day.
And then it got really boring and monotonous after I realized that I made every house almost exactly the same, every family the exact same, with the parents having the same careers, building the same skills. Every house was furnished with the same objects, etc. etc. etc.
I had in my head the vision of an ideal family, and an ideal house, ideal career paths... what I would want a family to be like if it was irl.
I got so sick of playing the Sims, every little house in every little neighborhood was uniform. It was like Pleasantville. If it was like that irl everything would be perfect but it would be terrible, uninteresting and with no diversity. I guess you could say it's a good thing that I am not God.

Shit would be so much easier if people's physical appearance were in direct correlation with their personality.

I thought I was just bad at reading people, but sometimes shitty people can hide who they really are so well.

Tonight I realized that I should handle people's emotions more delicately.

I've been a downright cunt to people that I never even gave a chance to.
And at the same time, people who I really care about and like having in my life turn out to be liars and snakes.


So either karma is a bitch, or I should pick better friends.

We're no better than anyone else.

Okay, some girls weren't meant to be controlled.

I am a very independent person. Nothing aggravates me more than when I meet a guy, and he for some reason thinks that I'm interested in being anything more than friends with him, calling me every 5 minutes acting like my dad. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? We're not even dating. I feel bad about having to break your naive little heart but you're smothering me and I barely even know you! Keep looking, I'm sure you will find some stupid girl who can't think for herself and needs another dad. I love my dad, I don't need another one. I do not want to be checked up on. I do not want to hang out 24/7. I have shit to do, and being with a clingy obsessive person is not part of my plans at all. I don't need to be taken care of. I have my own life to worry about, the last thing I want right now is someone nagging at me for attention.

All of my entries on here are friends only or private, and starting today I will try to make a conscious effort to actually use my livejournal. I have a lot of ideas and thoughts that I would like to express and get off my chest. If you want to be added to my friends list, ask and let me know who you are.

New LJ.
I was sick of the other one.
I'm also sick of my xbl gamertag and I will probably be changing that shortly as well. But it costs like 800 points which is ridiculous.